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Who: Justin Campbell and Sasha Stanford with the whole crew
What: The Full Monty... and so it begins!
Where: Rehearsal Hall, NYC
When: Day after this

The last couple of days had been a big deal for Justin and his fellow crew working for Caden's company, Drake Productions. A lot of changes were in the wind, a lot which Justin had known about in advance because it involved was three-pronged of what Caden was laying groundwork for: a Footloose on the road tour, Justin's simultaneous one-show-per-location solo tour, and the charity event where Caden's biggest male stars were going to be doing The Full Monty to raise money for a select group of charities important to to those who worked for him.

Along with that, Caden had just announced internally that the event would signal the start of a run on Broadway of his newly commissioned show, none other than The Full Monty: The Musical and his lead in the role of Jerry was the one and only Billy Willis, who had been the supporting in Footloose since almost the start. As a result, Justin's newly appointment sidekick stepping full-time into the role of Willard was Merlin (with Tori piggybacking primary understudy for both Ren and Willard's roles), who had already been jobsharing with Billy since Billy beat cancer, after winning a scholarship to work with Caden's company some time ago. Justin knew about this particular shuffle awhile ago when Caden was first in discussion with Billy about the role. Justin was over the moon for him, always happy to see his incredibly talented friends be offered lead roles. If anyone deserved it, it was Billy. Justin already had great chemistry with Merlin, who was a great Willard.

What that all meant was, not only were some of Justin's forever favourite people going on tour with him but they were all going to be working on a charity event with him to raise money for causes extremely dear to him. That meant there would be singing and dancing rehearsals and a lot of time being in each others company. He couldn't think of a better way to start the New Year after what turned out to be one of the worst years of his life.

He came bounding into the rehearsal hall hand-in-hand with Sasha, cheeks flushed and ready to go. "Okay, who's ready to go on a vocal warm-up? Wait, is everyone here?" His phone started to ring and he swore, trying to fish it out of the pocket of his skinny jeans to take the call. It ended a few minutes later and he gave a wave of his hand, going over to the piano to grab his microphone headset to put on. "Merlin's out for today, he's got a family emergency he's had to go out of town for. There's enough here to get started. We can all be in on this, even if you aren't a singer, because if you ain't see it yet, I'm going to cut you out of my life for good," he joked and sat down at the piano to start off the warm-up, Bohemian Rhapsody, adjusting his microphone at his mouth with a smirk.
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Who: Tori Kingston, Sasha Stanford and Zeke Wyatt + Squad
What: Chilling Out & Enjoying Memories
Where: Lakehouse, Vermont
When: After this

After the memorial when everyone had finished watching the wreaths and lanterns float across the lake, Cassidy had ushered Tori to one of the nearest cushy beanbag and unceremoniously planted him in it and told him to rest and relax. She brought him a mug of hot chocolate with marshmallows (which were also purple, Justin didn't miss a thing in his planning) and sat with him for a little bit to make sure he was okay. Probably double-checking he wasn't about to keel over and start bleeding and vomiting all over the place like the night he lost his shit at the neighbour's barbecue. Other than a lingering headache, a little dull nausea, and some wooziness if he stood too long, he was on the mend. He could've done without any of that crap, but he had to learn the hard way that there was nothing simple about grieving.

Soon, Sasha had come over and pulled another beanbag up beside him while Justin sat nearby playing the bongo drums and started to sing the classic song, Stand By Me, which was one of Andi's favourites. When Sasha asked him how he was feeling, Tori gave him a reassuring smile. "Better. Kind of done-in with all the emotion and still feeling a little rough with cracking my head on the pavement, but I think better than I have in awhile." He looked back over to Justin. "Did you give him a list of the songs she loved? I didn't know he could play the bongos. He blows me away, I feel so honoured to have the chance to work with him. Cas adores him. I love that he takes care of her and she can trust him to confide in. I can't believe he did all this for Ands and he barely knew her."
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Who: Will Jackson and Zeke Wyatt
What: Kindness & Understanding
Where: Oncology Unit, Mount Sinai
When: After this

Will looked at the simple but sweet bunch of coloured tulips and gerbera daisies in his arm and then his gaze slowly mapped up to the sign hanging above him.

Pediatric Oncology Unit

He swallowed, drawing in a sharp breath and holding it for a few moments. Then he exhaled in a rush, shifting his weight from one foot to another. He wasn’t stalling, he was just doubting that he should even be here. It was evening, so he made sure his footfalls were soft on the linoleum heading in through the doors and past the Nurse’s Station. He didn’t make eye contact with any of the staff. It was hard enough pushing through to come here without needing to run into anyone he knew. Beau, Richie, Nate. Any of them. He adored them all, but he didn’t want to be reminded that he probably wasn’t welcome here.

So much was still clear in his mind. The PB time. Post-Breakup. When he was the biggest arsehole he could possibly be and hurt Justin and Sasha, hurt his friends, hurt their friends. Their friends including Zeke... )

LOG, COMPLETE
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Who: Cassidy Cohen and Ajay Willis
What: Confessions
Where: Alice's Tea Cup, New York City
When: Saturday

Cassidy wished she wasn't so nervous about this, and she also wished she could put it out of her mind. It had been a week since she had gone shopping for a prom dress with Ajay and Sasha, and just another week until the prom itself. Her surgery was rapidly drawing near, and some days, it felt way too soon, and others, not soon enough. She was lost, and her identity felt like it was forever just out of reach. She still watched all her friends in beautiful relationships, and felt like she was too tarnished to be wanted like that. Merlin had been so sweet, but he was older than her and he was pretty sure he would get bored. She also found that her insecurities there were doing this weird thing where she didn't want to inflict herself on him and cause him inevitable pain and heartache. Self-deprecation was a horrible thing.

She had invited Ajay to tea. She didn't really want answers to anything, she just wanted to tell him something. She felt like she had intruded on his privacy and then chickened out telling him a week ago because she didn't want to embarrass him. Or she didn't want to out him, maybe? These days, she struggled to identify and compartmentalise her feelings. It was why she was in therapy more often again. It was either that, or land herself in yet another stay at Four Winds. She didn't want that. Okay, maybe that was partly why she had invited Ajay here. Because he was absolutely stunning. Gorgeous. Beautiful. He had this incredible talent for fashion. Not just on himself, but on other people. But there was that one glaring flaw, and all she wanted to know was how he managed to keep it all together, despite it.
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Who: Sasha Stanford, Ajay Willis and Cassidy Cohen
What: Secret Men's (and lady's) business
Where: Designer boutiques and shit
When: Saturday

Sasha was pretty sure he was basic. No, scrap that. He was definitely sure he was basic. He was in a massive change room cubicle that felt bigger than most public bathrooms surrounded by mirrors, trying to figure out how the fuck to get this ultra-fashionable designer belt to do up. He had both ends in each hand, but he couldn’t figure out what hooks went where, and why the fuck there were not only hooks and buttons, but also a buckle that looked like it might be an effective weapon in a punch up. Lining one whole wall of the cubicle were outfit after outfit hanging up for him to try on. He was so out of his depth here.

He gave up on the belt. Maybe it wasn’t supposed to do up at all? A lot of fashion shit didn’t make sense. There was no way he could pull any of this off. It was a terrible idea. “Why the hell do I feel like Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman?” he bitched, pulled the door open and stepping out into the boutique area. He was scared to even look directly into a mirror in case the fashion police jumped out and arrested him. How the hell did Justin do this multiple times in a month? He stood there awkwardly, looking down at himself and then up to Ajay and Cassidy. “If I get this belt done up, will the pants stop squashing my left nut?”

Ajay couldn’t not laugh at that, and Cassidy in one of the cushy armchairs behind him sipping sparkling apple juice from a champagne flute burst out laughing too... )

LOG, COMPLETE
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Hey, buddy - listen, I've been chatting to Ajay and we decided that since we live in a fucking mansion, we'd like to invite you to come stay with us. Then you don't have to worry about any of that silly hunting for somewhere to stay. We've got plenty of room.
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The husband, ladies and gentlemen. It's not like we have Netflix AND cable or anything.

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Who: Billy and Ajay Willis
What: Christmassing with a sick person
Where: Home, NYC
When: Friday evening

Billy came up behind the sofa where Ajay was lying, holding a sprig of mistletoe over his head with a smile. "I'd offer to kiss it better, baby, but I know that work. This is the next best thing," he said and leaned in close to give Ajay a tender kiss. Billy had known as soon as Ajay relented at work the other day and asked Billy to come and get him that Ajay really needed to come home and be heaped with TLC. At that point, Billy hadn't known exactly what was wrong. Ajay's health could yo-yo, and it could well be that he wasn't feeling well because he was having a slip with his bulimia - which did happen sometimes - or because he was in pain from the Crohn's he had to deal with, like it or not.

Turned out, it was the latter. Ajay had terrible stomach pain, but he had been putting up a professional and friendly facade for a girl that had wanted to meet with Gen. Billy understood the importance of FABULOUS business, having been Gen's PA for awhile, but Ajay needed to listen to his body. He had this chronic illness that could be crippling for him sometime. It was Billy's job as his husband to step in and care for him. That afternoon, Ajay had been really sick. He ended up being stuck in the bathroom for ages, lamenting in misery how he could have been stuck at work like that... likely ending up completely mortified. Ajay was such a private and self-conscious person with his mental illness. He was better at home, where it was okay to be sick and fragile around your other half.

Billy had it all in hand. Though, after managing to finally get out of the bathroom, Ajay had just needed to go to bed and sleep. Which is exactly what he did. Billy kept checking on him frequently in between watching the Queen concert at Wembley Stadium. Ajay had to really be watched closely when he got sick like this because the condition could mean he got internal bleeds, which were a medical emergency. So far, it hadn't seem to have gotten to that point, touch wood.

Billy then offered a hot water bottle in a fluffy purple cover for Ajay's stomach that he had tucked under his arm, and came around to plant his butt on the edge of the sofa in against Ajay's hip. He was waiting on the pot of peppermint tea to brew, the only thing Ajay was managing to keep down at the moment. Even just the thought of having a Christmas meal was making Ajay retch. If they needed ti dial back Christmas to peppermint tea, Pepto and hot water bottles, that was exactly what they would do. He touched Ajay's forehead with the back of his fingers. "You've still got a fever. Are you sure we shouldn't take you to the hospital to get checked out?"
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Look at my beautiful man, messing about with his dad in his recording studio. He made this a few weeks ago when we went to Vermont for a visit. I'm so in love, I make myself sick with the cheesy :D

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When you're not feeling well, but you have to stay at work to make sure your boss shows up for a meeting you promised someone she would show for without waiting for confirmation...
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Who: Reecy Chester, Billy Willis and Ajay Willis
What: Lunch date with favourite people
Where: Eleven Madison Park, NY
When: After this and this

Reecy was beyond excited when two of her favourite humans, Billy and Ajay, asked her to come to lunch with them. Reecy was worried about Smooshie and his throat, but thankfully Keely soon took him home to get a nap before he was due on stage later that evening. But for all the worrying people did about Justin, they had to be proud at how on the ball he was taking care of himself and his voice. He was doing everything right, and even if he had a billion and one things to think about, he now had an assistant to keep her finger on the pulse for him.

She hadn't realised Jude was there until Billy had come up to the front of the stage and flagged her. The lights had been bright, which meant you couldn't always see people in the audience until the lights came up. The only sign she saw him was when her gaze lingered on him briefly before she got right on with her business. She had done a lot of soul-searching while she was away, and she felt like she was in a much better headspace now. No more brooding, no more disliking who she was. She was surrounded by beautiful people, and she was going to cherish that every single day.

They arranged to meet at the restaurant and she finished up with rehearsals, fussed over Justin a bit, and changed into something a bit better suited for a casual lunch. She was so happy to see them both. She grabbed Billy in a cuddle, kissing his head, and did the same for Ajay, sans the cuddle. She respected he was only really touchy-feely with Billy, and she understood why. Usually if she spent time with Ajay, they would hold hands, and she loved that.

She sat, giving him a grin and took both their hands over the table. "I missed you two cuties. How are you both feeling?"
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Who: Billy Willis with a side order of his gorgeous husband and his basic bitch brother
What: VIP access
Where: Manhattan, NYC
When: Alongside this

Billy didn't care how tired Jude was from working, he kicked his brother out of bed around eight and told him that everyone had to work, and he could deal with it. Like it or not, Billy was going to keep kicking Jude up the ass until he remembered how to be a functioning member of their family again. Because he had told himself the next step would be to tell Jude to find somewhere else to live if he didn't get his act together, and he didn't want to have issues like that in their family. Everyone had been through too much already, and if nothing else, Holly deserved to have a godfather she could see actually wanted to be around.

Justin hadn't been paying attention to anything going on in the rows of the audience at all. Billy thought it was might be just because it was early and he was super-focused, but it soon became obvious that Justin had the early stages of a cold when Billy outright - with no mouth filter - asked if he had pissed Justin off or something. Will just laughed, probably because Justin giving the silent treatment to people wasn't out of the question, but currently it wasn't Will, it was his parents. Neither of which who were there that day. Will explained that Justin had woken up with what felt like a sore throat and had a bit of a temperature. Not enough to get him to cancel any rehearsal, though. That was when Billy realised Justin was vocal-resting, so he wouldn't chat away to anyone who had come to watch rehearsals like he normally would, even if he could.

As they settled into one of the seats with some snacks, Billy told Jude he was going to enjoy himself or else he would get a bitchslap. Some of Justin and Will's pals were there, along with the Electricks guys who had their turn at rehearsing too. Casper was with Lance, Presley and Emilio, Kyan and Autumn, and a couple of other people Billy didn't know. What he didn't know or expect was Reecy to be there. Like, at all.

Justin nailed Dream On. Damn, no wonder the kid was where he was if he could sing like that with a sore throat. Billy had recorded the whole thing on the phone because Justin was like a little brother to him too, and he was ridiculously proud of him. "Do you have a boner now, buddy?" Billy teased Will, giving him a nudge with a smirk. His big brother duties extended to Will by default, considering he and Justin were mostly joined at the hip.

As soon as he realise Reecy had walked on the stage, Billy's mouth dropped open and he leaned forward to see Jude on the other side of Ajay, wondering if he was going to be chicken shit and do the bolt here. A year ago, he would've been able to pick any of Jude's reaction pretty easily. No, he still felt a distance between them. Jude had already spotted Reecy, though. He was gaping with his mouth open. Yes, that dress was doing all sorts of awesome with her curves and cleavage. It was that moment that Billy realised something... Reecy had her sparkle back.

She had her sparkle back, but apparently she was also going to be singing with Justin. She was an official ambassador of the charity with Justin now, so dug - of course she was. And she was incredible. But for all Billy was sitting there admiring her, awed by the power of her voice, he started to feel sad. Sad that Jude had fucked this up, sad his brother had let all this slip through his fingers, sad their family had a wedge driven between it.

He went through this strange wave of emotions sitting there listening to Justin and Reecy sing together, until it finally hit him how lucky he was. He lost a ball, but he survived cancer. Justin was mentally ill, but he had survived multiple suicide attempts. They all had a chance whether to give up or keep going, and they had kept fighting. If Jude wanted to make the other choice, it was on his head. At the end of the song, Billy was on his feet, cheering them both on. It wasn't even the actual concert yet, but he didn't care. He was so fucking proud to be able to call Justin and Reecy his family.

He hoped that one day he would be able to say that again about his biological brother. He just wouldn't hold his breath.

NARRATIVE, COMPLETE

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When your little brother is off in London having fun with his husband, and you sort of want to whisk your other half away for a vacation, too.
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Who: Ajay Willis, Emily Cole, Angela Ashwood and Lincoln Cole
What: Wedding dress shopping, and stat!
Where: Near Bond Street and Mayfair, London
When: Saturday

Despite Clint's hilarious messing around, Ajay had finally managed to get him in a wedding outfit that he liked. In pink, funnily enough but Ajay had a quiet word with Lincoln before they set out for the shopping district and he knew Lincoln had chosen grey for his big day. A very expensive and designer grey, so Clint's attireI had to come up to those standards. It hadn't been an easy task, but Clint ultimately relented on the joking around because it was obvious he wanted to get this right for Lincoln.

After that, Ajay left Clint in Lorenzo's capable Best Man hands and took Angela onto one of the best wedding boutiques in London to meet Emily. It had been decided that a double wedding was happening, after Clint and Lincoln dis a lot of soul-searching together. Ajay thought it was beautiful. For some reason, despite all his own flaws and ongoing battle with bulimia, Ajay had this natural gift for fashion and styling. It had now gotten him elevated quickly at FABULOUS, where he was now back to being Gen's PA, along with an Executive Stylist for their exclusive fashion spreads. On top of that, he was Justin's personal stylist for all his public appearances. His head was still spinning, but he loved it all. It helped take his mind off himself, and that meant he was doing a lot better with the eating disorder.

He stood between the two girls who were standing there holding hands. "Okay, Ange, your dress options are over there on the left, and Em, you're are over there on the right. We're using dressing rooms 6 and 8, and neither of you are allowed to come out until I give you the green light that he other can't see. I know none of this is conventional, but you're not allowed to see each other before the wedding. It's the rules. Em, there's some chicken fillets in there for you to help the cleavage. It should make fitting the dress easier for you." He also had a bit of an ace up his sleeve for Em, but he didn't want to say anything on that yet in case it fell through. There was a chance it might, but he hoped not.
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When your husband realises he has a fear of heights... at the top of the London Eye.
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TO: Lorenzo, Lewis, Angela, Emily, Jude, Reecy, Billy and Ajay:

I know there's a lot of shit going on, but Linc and I are getting married. He wants to do it in London, and he wants his closest family there for it. So, if you can set stuff aside for a few days to come, it'd be awesome. If you can't, then we're gonna still do it anyway.
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Who: Justin Campbell and Will Jackson
What: Progress
Where: Lake / Bush / Nature - Camping
When: After THIS

The end of the camping trip was drawing near. Justin had gotten to the point where he had enough anyway. A part of him did feel bad that his tolerance for, well, most things at the moment was threadbare, but he knew they all understood that he had been sick recently. That meant that his meds had been messed with while he was in hospital, and he only had the energy for smaller bursts of things before he started to get that nervy feeling of not wanting to be touched or near anyone. Over the last couple of days, he had been pushing close to that point, but not quite there. There was a bit of an outburst at Skylar, who was innocently asking Justin to go swimming with them. He caught himself before it got too bad, and apologised for being snappy and pulling away.

Those times were getting less and less, though. His friends had amazingly learned when he was or wasn't okay. They knew to give him space when he wasn't in the best headspace. The weed he had brought with him helped too. He was finding it chilled him out enough to enjoy the camping break. Having not long been out of hospital, he was still recovering. But he wanted to get back to work as soon as he could. He missed it. That kept him sane... literally.

Now, though, after his awkward outburst at Sky, Justin and Will decided to get an early night and not stay up toasting marshmallows around the fire with everyone else... )

NARRATIVE, COMPLETE
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"I swear I couldn't love you more than I do right now, and yet I know I will tomorrow."
— Leo Christopher


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BRB, watching my gorgeous husband accidentally style the fuck out of someone whilst simultaneously perving on his bum in purple couture. I have such a hard life.

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When your brother-in-law Facetimes you to show you how cute your brother is and gush about him... that's when you know your brother's got the right husband. :)
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Who: Justin Campbell, Kyan Wilson and everyone else at the Dirty Dancing opening night party
What: PARTY HARD
Where: Broadway, NYC
When: Saturday night

It was all about the understudies tonight with Caden arranging for the entire Footloose main cast to be able to be there for the opening night of Dirty Dancing. There was no doubt about it that they all had to be there to support Kyan, and wouldn't have missed it for the world. They were over the moon for him, and so proud. It went without saying - Kyan nailed the role of Johnny Castle. It had been a sell-out audience, and the standing ovation was totally deserved. Justin was bursting with pride. Kyan used to be his understudy, and despite a blip in the system with them in the early days, Justin couldn't be more proud of his friend now. It was clear why Caden 100% wanted Kyan for the role. He was the new Johnny Castle.

Needless to say, the after party was buzzing with excited guests before any of the actors and actresses from Caden's shows arrived. They had media and press obligations to see to before they could make it to the party, but they did eventually get there. The understudies from Footloose, Cinderella, and Grease would be able to come to the party once their own shows were done for the night. When Kyan and Louise arrived, with their supporting cast (including Skylar) arrived, it was time to really get the party started. Justin had ditched his expensive designer suit he had worn to the theatre for something more comfortable, and he came out to kick off the main party by getting everyone pumped singing Love Shack with Reecy and demanding everyone get up to dance.
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Do you ever just catch yourself in a moment watching someone in so much awe that you feel like you are literally experiencing all the love in the entire world for them? — with Ajay Willis

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Who: Ajay Willis and Sawyer Bennett
What: Long time, no see
Where: Pharmacy, Upper East Side
When: Friday afternoon

This week was Billy's first trial week back training for Footloose, and Ajay had been a nervous wreck all week worrying that his husband would overdo it. As much as the doctor gave him the all-clear to be able to try to return to work, the fact of the matter was that Billy's body had been through the wringer with surgery and chemotherapy with the testicular cancer and there was no guarantee he would have the strength to perform in a high-paced production like Footloose again. Which was heartbreaking to think about, because it was Billy's dream job, but his health had to come first. Billy knew this, so it was a week of anxiety.

Billy was struggling, but that didn't mean he wasn't able to regain the strength. He was just incredibly exhausted from the rehearsals. He would spend a few hours after lunch rehearsing at the theatre, he would come home about five, have something to eat, take a shower, and be crashed out in bed for the night before six. And that day, Ajay had gotten a phone call from Caden and said Billy had been sick in the middle of rehearsal today and it was best he went home. He pushed a bit too hard too fast, and made himself sick from exertion. Ajay went and picked him up straight away and put him to bed, but everything he had planned to do while Billy was at work fell by the wayside.

Luckily, Jude was home from work soon after and Lorenzo had come around to visit with Holly. They were fine sticking around in case Billy (who was out like a light) needed anything so Ajay could get his errands done. Visiting the pharmacy was on that list because Billy needed a top up in his medication and Ajay needed to get his own, and he took a small pharmacy load himself too. He had just picked up the prescriptions and was about to leave the pharmacy when he heard his name being called out.

He turned out with a small frown of confusion to see who it was, and there was Sawyer - a friend his dad had made whilst going through rehab for his stroke. They had been in the same specialised rehab unit and Ajay had visited his dad every single day, and got to know Sawyer in the process. He just hadn't seen the guy since before he quit work at FABULOUS and fled New York. It had been a long time, to say the least. With a lot happening in that timespan. He gave Sawyer a smile as he came over. "Hey... wow, it feels like forever since I last spoke to you."
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Was going to be all Christmas romantic and get Ajay a decoration or ornament that honours our first married Christmas... and they're all Mr and Mrs or husband and wife bullshit! Come the fuck on, world, it's nearly 2016! Not everyone married is a Mr and Mrs. FFS.

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Trying to pack. Don't even know where to start. I think that means it's time for a nap.
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Happy National Redhead Day to my favourite person in the whole wide world! Oh, and all the other redheads too ;) #homewardbound #husbandperson #lovehimtobits

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HERE @ muserevival

"And I don’t know how I survived those days
Before I held your hand
Well I never thought that I would be the one
To admit that the moon and the sun
Shine so much more brighter when
Seen through two pairs of eyes than
When seen through just one"

• Anniversary Song, Cowboy Junkies


Billy couldn't believe he was married. Actually, legit, legally, for-real married to one of the most gorgeous people the world would ever be blessed with. In essence, it had been far from a conventional wedding. Ultimately, it was a very simple and quick ceremony.

Despite both him and Ajay having a Best Man (Jude and Travis, respectively), their wedding party was all intermingled in one. There was a group of both bridesmaids and groomsmen there for both of them, no divide. There was no divide in the guests; not one side for one and another for the other. Everyone sat where they wanted. There were no religious references in the ceremony whatsoever. There was no asking if there was anyone who knew of any reasons why they should not be joined in holy matrimony because 'holy' wasn't invited, and not a single person there would have a reason not to see this happen.

That, on top of the fact he was about to marry the love of his life, had Billy grinning from ear-to-ear, so hard that before they even got to the reception portion of the evening, his face was aching like crazy... )
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"Do I want to be a hero to my son? No. I would like to be a very real human being. That's hard enough." - Robert Downey, Jr.

It was mindblowing for Ajay to realise he had woken up that morning and it was his wedding day. Before now, it felt real and they were going through each of the motions to get here. The date had been set the date Billy got the news that the chemo had worked and he was in remission. That had been what they vowed. If he went into remission, they would set a date for their wedding.

Before that, life was hard. For many reasons, but most recently because Billy had been diagnosed with cancer. He had been ill and incapacitated from the chemo, and Ajay took care of him. Just like Billy had taken care of him when they first met. But cancer and seeing the person you loved so sick was stressful and painful. Ajay had a few bad relapses with his bulimia and overall, life was sucking them dry. No, he hadn't had any sort of miraculous recovery where you woke up one day cured of a mental illness. It didn't work like that. But he was seeing a great therapist, and even though there were times he slipped, he was on a healing road.

The weeks following the end of Billy's chemo continued to be hard... )
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Pre-wedding chillout with his papa. Hmm... do I detect sex hair? ;) #bridesmaidprerogative

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No, I won't be changing my name because Billy Bellerose sounds like a stripper's name.
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Silent

The silence in the darkened hotel room was calming. Billy knew he could lie there forever like that if it was possible. Many couples probably took holding your lover naked in the cosy warmth beneath the covers for granted. Many probably took sex for granted too, assumed it was a given... an obligation or an expectation. Billy never would. He knew that for people struggling with their self-image and self-worth like Ajay did, something like this could be an incredibly huge step.

Ajay was sleeping soundly. His breaths were barely audible, but Billy could feel his deep and even breathing as he softly brushed his fingers back and forth over Ajay's bare abdomen beneath the covers. He could never, ever take this for granted. Maybe it was only the second time they had slept together, but he didn't need quantity. It was only the second time Ajay had been completely naked with him, and the first was when Billy nearly passed out in the shower during chemo and Ajay just reacted, stripping off and climbing in under the hot spray to make sure Billy didn't fall and crack his head open.

There was not a single part of Ajay Billy would ever take for granted. They had their very high and painful hurdles, to say the least. But they talked them through, and getting away to a hotel for the night, they had the privacy to really dig deep into their heart and just talk. Ajay talked about a lot of things. Billy listened. Then Billy talked about a lot, and Ajay listened. Being able to do this, it surpassed the necessity of sex.

Then it had just happened so naturally. Ajay hadn't hesitated this time. There was no anxiety or fear about undressing with Billy. It wasn't beyond Billy to know what a huge and massive step Ajay just took with him. He would never not know how priceless that was. And now, even though Ajay was fast asleep, Billy kissed his shoulder softly while he held him, and whispered close to him, "I love you."
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When you go to a hotel with your man to have the privacy and space to really TALK, and you also get the smouldering ginger unshaven look as a side order #babe #mine #somuchlove

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