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Who: Zed Blaze with Richie Jameson and Adrian Hewitt
What: Help... again
Where: Home
When: Saturday morning
Despite the fact people were making suggestions at Zoran from all angles, effectively it was just overwhelming him. He didn't want to purposefully worry anyone. He wanted this to stop as much as they did, but it wasn't. He kept an ace up his sleeve in the form of Richie... who had told him to call him if he needed anything. At that time, Zoran wanted to try to do this and get on top of it alone, but when it got to the point that he couldn't even keep water down, he knew he had to do something or he was going to end up seriously sick and in hospital.
Hospital was where he didn't want to go. It would be the smart place to go, where professionals could take care of him and he would be monitored. It was just triggering this anxiety in him because the smell of the morgue was the same as the hospital and he hadn't had time to move beyond that. It was all still fresh in his mind. He was doing the best he could.
( So, he sent Richie a text... )
COMPLETE
What: Help... again
Where: Home
When: Saturday morning
Despite the fact people were making suggestions at Zoran from all angles, effectively it was just overwhelming him. He didn't want to purposefully worry anyone. He wanted this to stop as much as they did, but it wasn't. He kept an ace up his sleeve in the form of Richie... who had told him to call him if he needed anything. At that time, Zoran wanted to try to do this and get on top of it alone, but when it got to the point that he couldn't even keep water down, he knew he had to do something or he was going to end up seriously sick and in hospital.
Hospital was where he didn't want to go. It would be the smart place to go, where professionals could take care of him and he would be monitored. It was just triggering this anxiety in him because the smell of the morgue was the same as the hospital and he hadn't had time to move beyond that. It was all still fresh in his mind. He was doing the best he could.
( So, he sent Richie a text... )
COMPLETE