Who: Zenith Novak and
Asher BrennanWhat: Abating the silent treatment
Where: Beach House @ The Hamptons, NY
When: Saturday night
Zenith knew he had never met a more cool bunch than Justin's squad. Although they were all different, they had converged as this tight friends group and loved and supported each other unconditionally. Zenith loved meeting them all, because he was a true believer in being yourself and not changing that for anyone. No one here expected that. They respected the differences, and cherished them even. And despite all the hardships they had suffered, no one was raging cunt. Not even close. No one was sitting there blaming mommy and daddy issues, or their past, or their traumas, for giving them leeway to act like a dick and treat others badly. It was refreshing, because there was so much of that fuckery in the world today. Too much.
They hadn't hit the ground running getting up to the beach for Spring Break. Zenith, Asher, Amarlie, Justin and Sasha had all driven up late the previous night after Justin finished work. It had been a near-silent trip. Justin and Sasha both fell asleep in the backseat with Amarlie, who had her earbuds in listening to music. In the front seat, Asher and Zenith (who had been driving) didn't say a word to each other, and the radio was down low so it didn't disturb Justin and Sash. Everyone was still up when they got there, but it wasn't long after that everyone hit the sack.
Saturday had been relaxing and chilled. Time was mostly spent chilling in the beach house, or hanging out on the beach. Some of the couples disappeared to their rooms to 'nap' in the afternoon. Zenith went for a walk alone on the beach. He had no issues being alone. In fact, he nurtured it. He didn't
need people to be strong or to survive. He liked having people around him, but he didn't need them. Alone time was vital in ensuring you kept a hold of who you were deep inside, and to your individuality. He had a lot to think about too. He had found his thoughts recently drifting back to whether he wanted to have the more invasive surgery or not. He was still undecided, but it was definitely never too far from his mind.
In a lot of ways, he
did want it, now he had gotten through the total hyster relatively unscathed. But at the same time, he didn't necessarily hate what he had now because it was him. It was what he had to work with. He never looked at himself directly naked anyway, because he didn't have to. With underwear on, and his choice of transthetics, it felt normal to
him. And that was what it was all about.
Now, he was sitting outside on the sand just a short distance from the back porch of the beach house. The large glass doors had been pushed open, and everyone was sort of sprawled out in the huge living area or on the porch, listening and chilling out. Inside, Justin was sitting at the piano with Sasha on the bench beside him. Maryanne was standing next to the piano, leaning on it. Justin was singing John Lennon's
Imagine, with Sasha and Maryanne harmonising with him. It was absolutely beautiful to hear, and Zenith was finding it emotionally evocative because it was literally his favourite song. Justin had an incredible voice, but the song was perfect for the mood. Sash so easily harmonising with Justin here was very symbolic of their relationship. That's what it was all about, wasn't it? At least, that was what Zenith hoped when the time came for him to date himself.