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Make sure you do what you're told when you get home and rest. All you butt pains pushing too hard, too soon and getting into all sorts of messes. Jus asked Tori to come because they need to tell Sash again that Andi's died and he thinks he might not believe it unless her family are there. I'm going over with Tori for moral support. Payton's coming with us.

Yes, boss. Don't worry, everyone's making sure I have no wiggle room to be a butt pain. Actually, I'm still too sore and feeling meh to do anything other than veg out in bed. It kinda floored me how sick this thing made me. I don't wanna worry Bran so I'm 100% following doctor's orders. Oh, shit. That's awful. I don't even think there's any helpful thing to say to that. He really forgot she died? I met Payton. He was my doctor in the ER and was super nice, even when I nearly threw up on him.

You're lucky you're cute, mister. Seriously, though, your hubby was super worried about you when you got sick. He called me to tell me you were in hospital and would be out of work for a bit and he was freaking out that you were going to be diagnosed with cancer. And he was upset because you guys argued when you were sick and he didn't realise. Yeah, he's lost a chunk of his recent memory, to some time before Andi's death and before Justin. Payton's an amazing doctor. You were in good hands. I'm scared and worried about Tori.

Yeah, we both had a couple of weeks of it. I was pretty sick and with the symptoms I was having, I ain't surprised it triggered some trauma in him. The doctors said some blockages can be caused by tumours but thankfully, it was just the UC thing. Nothing cancerous. They took some biopsies to fully clear me, though. I didn't even realise I was sick until I was threw up. When are you leaving, sweet? Can you come over for a quick visit before you go? Doesn't matter what time. My sleep's all fucked up anyway. I gotta talk to you about some stuff and you can talk to me about this stuff with Justin and Sash. It's gonna be super hard for Tori to deal with. He barely talks about Andi ever. Some people don't always know how to talk about the most painful shit. I know, I'm married to one of them.

So, the UC thing, when you were diagnosed, they said it was mild, yeah? Are they saying it's not anymore? Because I know you, honeybunch, and you've always felt sick when you're under a lot of stress. Stress makes it worse, doesn't it? You've had a super amount of stress, so it would make sense if it got worse. Did they fix the problem or is it just a band-aid? Sorry for the third degree. I'm used to trying to wheedle deets out of Justin about this sort of thing. Do they think the biopsies will show something else? We're leaving probably the day after tomorrow. I can definitely come. You sure you're okay for visitors? I think Tori's similar to Brandon in that sense. He's still dealing with stuff, how they lost her and all. I don't know how he's going to get through it. But we'll talk when I get there, okay? x

Well, it was more just a fact it wasn't flaring when I was diagnosed so at the time, the inflammation was mild. Only now, they think stress with Bran's transplant and him nearly dying kinda made it flare up in a super way so there was more inflammation and that caused like a scar tissue in my guts. That caused the blockage and it could only be repaired surgically. There'll be times it'll be barely there and others it'll be flared up. That's just how it works. They fixed it. It's just not a cure. There's no cure. They think the biopsies might show another kinda associated condition, kinda a food allergy thing. Which I hope not because I really, really love pizza. It's already a bit shit with the lactose-free cheese. But I promise I won't whine about that shit when you come. There's way worse things than maybe giving up pizza. If I'm asleep when you come, just tell whoever answers the door it's okay for you to come in and wake me x

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