picturesofyou: (031.)
Maximus Benjamin Sullivan ([personal profile] picturesofyou) wrote in [community profile] dreamlikenewyork2015-06-02 12:14 am
  • Add Memory
  • Share This Entry
  • Current Mood: sick
Entry tags:

[ FACEBOOK ]

I think I'm dying.
Flat | Top-Level Comments Only
agentsullivan: (010.)

[personal profile] agentsullivan 2015-06-01 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Man Flu, Maxi?
picturesofyou: (090.)

[personal profile] picturesofyou 2015-06-01 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I'm not bullshitting. My date was completely ruined.
agentsullivan: (029.)

[personal profile] agentsullivan 2015-06-01 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
You're dying because your date was ruined? Maxi, buddy, life goes on. Plenty more fish in the sea.
picturesofyou: (021.)

[personal profile] picturesofyou 2015-06-01 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Why can't you understand my brother language?!

I'm not dying because the date was ruined. It was ruined because I'm dying. Who else in this whole world but ME would lose my towel in front of them at the start of the date, and lose my dinner in front of them at the end of it? I'm NEVER gonna be loved.
agentsullivan: (025.)

[personal profile] agentsullivan 2015-06-01 02:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Wait, you got sick on your date? What happened, are you okay?
picturesofyou: (001.)

PRIVATE

[personal profile] picturesofyou 2015-06-01 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
It was going fine. I mean, despite the towel thing. I didn't mean for him to cop an eyeful that soon. We were going to go out, but I was feeling tired with all the finals stuff and work. So, we got takeout and watched a movie. Then partway through it, I started to feel, like, hot and thirsty. I thought, okay, must've been the salty food. It didn't go away, and then I felt sick. I was getting a drink of water in the kitchen and then I just started puking in the sink.

But Leo was great. He wanted to stay, but I just thought I should get some sleep and I would be okay in the morning. But now it's morning and I feel worse. Do I text him and apologise for ruining the date?
agentsullivan: (087.)

[personal profile] agentsullivan 2015-06-01 02:41 pm (UTC)(link)
You probably just come down with that bug, Maxi. Andy's off work today, I'll get him to come over to see you.

That wasn't your fault, okay? I'm sure, like any other empathetic person, he'll be in touch with you to check how you are. That's how it works.
picturesofyou: (100.)

[personal profile] picturesofyou 2015-06-01 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
No, you guys have Jack sick. You've got your hands full. I think I'm just going to stay in bed and rest today. My stomach just really hurts.

I know, but I just... I was a dork with Rhett, and did awkward things, and look what happened there.
agentsullivan: (058.)

[personal profile] agentsullivan 2015-06-01 02:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I want you to keep Andy on speed dial regardless. If you start to feel ANY worse, you call him, okay? You don't need to be on your own. Is it just your stomach? How many times have you been sick?

Honey, this is not you being a dork. You're ill. If Leo is interested, he won't steer clear. It'll be the opposite. He's not Rhett, so it's not fair to compare him.
picturesofyou: (075.)

[personal profile] picturesofyou 2015-06-01 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, but I don't want to be a bother. On and off all night. But I was up to pee anyway. I feel hot, I think I have a fever but I don't want to get up to find the thermometer. It's too exhausting to move.

You're right. Fuck. I didn't mean to be a wanker. Just... if he wants an easy out, I'll understand.
agentsullivan: (036.)

[personal profile] agentsullivan 2015-06-01 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you drinking? Can you keep fluids down?

Don't be so hard on yourself, Maxi. You had a bad run, but Leo isn't going to judge your date on the fact you got sick. How was it before then?
picturesofyou: (041.)

[personal profile] picturesofyou 2015-06-01 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I'm drinking loads. I don't know how much is staying in me, but it's not coming right back up.

It was nice. He doesn't seem to have this sort of reference of standards I need to live up to. We've talked a lot, and picking a movie was easy. I don't want him to think I didn't enjoy it because I wasn't feeling so hot.
agentsullivan: (028.)

[personal profile] agentsullivan 2015-06-01 03:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, good. If that changes, you need to call Andy. If he can't come, he'll get Luke to come see you, okay? You can't get dehydrated.

Just give him a little while. It's still early, he might think you're sleeping. It'll be okay. Even if he wasn't interested date-wise, he'll still want to know how you're doing if he left you not well. You never know, he might be perfect boyfriend material who is making you chicken soup as we speak.
picturesofyou: (033.)

[personal profile] picturesofyou 2015-06-01 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, okay. I'll be fine.

Oh, god. No food. I don't want food. But I think maybe he would be the chicken soup sort. You think I deserve a chicken soup sort? I forgot how it could be nice to spend time with someone like that. I guess I've been lonely. Everyone else had someone and I just thought I was the dorky third wheel.
agentsullivan: (031.)

[personal profile] agentsullivan 2015-06-01 03:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Maxi, when you find your perfect match, you won't feel like you have to second guess any of it. Even if you do in the early days, that filters away to something beyond special. But I know you've been lonely, and it made my day when you said you had a date. But this is just one of those things.
picturesofyou: (003.)

[personal profile] picturesofyou 2015-06-02 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't really want to admit that out loud, but it's been feeling for awhile like I don't fit anyone.
Flat | Top-Level Comments Only