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[itsrainingmen]

My life is completely wasted. I think a change of scenery. They say a change is as good as a holiday.

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[halfwaytoheaven]

Wait, what do you mean by 'change'?

[itsrainingmen]

I've applied for some other jobs.

[halfwaytoheaven]

What jobs? Where?

[itsrainingmen]

San Francisco.

[halfwaytoheaven]

Fuck, no. You can't do that!

[itsrainingmen]

Beau, don't. I'm fucking lonely here.

[halfwaytoheaven]

Then we'll find someone for you. There's loads of nice people here. Don't go. I don't want you to go.

[itsrainingmen]

Do you know who would be sitting at my bedside if I got meningitis or had a car crash? Fucking no one. Don't do this, it's not fair.

[halfwaytoheaven]

I would! I'm your fucking friend still.

[itsrainingmen]

Don't, Beau. You know what I mean.

[halfwaytoheaven]

Am I one of the reasons you're leaving? I am, aren't I?

[itsrainingmen]

In no other way than I want what you've got, and I haven't been able to find it here.

[halfwaytoheaven]

I'm sorry. But I don't want you to go. I've hardly seen you in months.

[itsrainingmen]

I came to see how you were doing every day. When you were awake, you had visitors. I wasn't going to intrude. This is not about our past, Beau. Is it such a terrible crime to want the same stuff that makes you happy?

[halfwaytoheaven]

No, I just... I'm being selfish. I didn't realise you came to see me.

[itsrainingmen]

You just need the familiarity around you to ground you after remission. We both know that's what this is about. We'll keep in touch.

[halfwaytoheaven]

You won't have anyone in San Francisco. Is that really going to make you less lonely?