You're both going to be such great parents, and I'm so, so fucking happy that our little Daisy was born somewhere she was wanted and loved even before she came along. God, I can't believe she's really here, and you're a fucking daddy!
Well... Do it then. I mean, after everything's all checked out and you guys are ready to leave the hospital. Marry her, and don't ever look back. ♥
Do you think? You don't think I'm just being stupid with all this emotional overload? I feel like I'm losing my mind, but in a good way. I tried to imagine what this would feel like, but nothing I imagined was even coming close. I didn't think I was ready, or I would know how to do any of this, but I don't want to do anything else.
AJ... When it feels right? When your heart tells you that you're with the right person and your life wouldn't feel right without them in it? When everything in the world makes more sense because of how much you love that person and when the things you share with them are things you don't ever want to share with anyone else? You're not overloaded on emotion. You've found the right person, and you're ready. Don't wait. Don't waste time questioning what you already know is right. If anybody can tell you that, it's me. Marry Rosie, AJ. I know it's what you want and it's what she wants, too. You and Rosie and little Daisy are already a proper family... All that's left is to make it legal, too.
But I want her to have a wedding. An amazing one, with everyone there. With our little girl, and with you, and Beau. Before he has his marrow transplant. Do you think we could do it? It's a lot, I know, but do you think we could?
Well, the point is, you did it. And you and Rosie can do a great wedding, too. The main parts are having the people you love there, and making it something you'll always remember.
I know it's a lot to think about, especially with Euan being sick too, but I want to do this. I want to make it all official and show her how much I love her, with everyone we love there. Maybe we can have a joint naming day for Daisy too. Would you want to plan it all for us?
I just know there's so much going on for everyone right now, but I want everyone to be part of her life, and her to know how much she's loved. I know it's 2014, but I want to be married. You make it look awesome, and I think now I'm understanding what it means.
And it would do us all good to have something beautiful and happy to focus on. She's a precious gift to all of us, AJ. And we love her. You know... it really is awesome. Hard as all hell sometimes, but worth every minute.
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Well... Do it then. I mean, after everything's all checked out and you guys are ready to leave the hospital. Marry her, and don't ever look back. ♥
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