Context? You do actually remember sleeping with him, right? Was that a good getting drunk or a bad drunk? I need to know if I should get out of my happy dance gif search.
Don't you dare earworm me with some dumbshit song, Slater. I'm still jetlagged. Hang on, are you saying you've seen him again? You sobered up and then did the sex?
I can't tell you everything by text. That's what I'm saying, I'm going to fly to Sydney. There's a lot I need to talk to you about and figure out, I don't want to do it by FaceTime or text. I asked Jude to come with me and he accepted. But yes, relatively successful date and yes, pretty sure we'll want to share a bed.
Do I need to be scared...? Has something happened? You're both okay? Can I still just get a summarised version of how it went? It's good, right? I mean, the bed sharing thing tells me it's good.
You don't need to stress, Ree-ree. We're both good. It wasn't a conventional date by any means and I think we just connected well enough that we dealt with a lot that could've complicated shit. That doesn't mean it's not complicated. We're good, though. We spent a couple of nights in a hotel and after we slept off the booze, it just... I don't know, we were on the same page, it felt good. It felt better than good, if I'm honest. I can almost feel you already doing the I-Told-You-So dance.
Hey, you can't spite me a LITTLE bit of gloating, Winnie. But it's not about any of that. I've known you both on an intimate level. I could see there might be chemistry there. You both happened to be single and you told me you'd be interested in spending more time with him. But I knew you wouldn't take the leap of faith yourself. Because of me. I couldn't have that. I'm the most intrigued about the fact you don't usually do the sex thing on a first date. If I remember correctly, it took a good couple of months before you first had sex with Romeo. So, something must've went really well if it happened once you'd sobered up. Did you get that trashed because it was awkward at first?
No, nothing like that. We were just having such a nice time talking that I wasn't really taking much notice of what we were drinking. And we mixed drinks. You know what I'm like with booze. But he was totally sweet and made sure I was okay. He's seen me at my worst twice now and still interested, so points for that. My worst is pretty embarrassing. I know I'm being vague and that drives you nuts but there's a lot I need to talk to you about so I figured, why not go to Aus after all? I can kill two birds with one stone - talk to you in person and have time with Jude. But I also want to see how Justin's holding up. Have you seen him yet?
I knew he wouldn't be anything but sweet with you, honeybunch. Jude was always a sweet guy. I think he fits you really well. And it sounds like he does physically as well Seeing as you're not giving me deets, I'm going to invent them in my horny pregnant mind. I've seen you both naked. No, not yet. Sash's mom is finally cleared of covid and allowed into the hospital so she's going to have time with Smooshie when she sees Sash. Ari and Paris both said Justin's been in a really bad headspace since he posted that video online. He hasn't wanted to see anyone but they're hoping Sash's mom will be the exception.
To be fair, it wasn't his character I was apprehensive about. It was the situation. We're crossing lines that aren't meant to be crossed. But considering said line is who set us up on the date, fair game, huh? Are we going to be able to be together in the same room as you without you playing our invented sex tape in your head? Can confirm, the physical fit was Bad headspace because of his injuries or bad headspace in that he needs to be on suicide watch? What did you make of his video? It broke when you guys were mid-air.
Well, now I'm just thinking about your hand around his dick. That's mean. Did you stop at just your hand? If I'm the line, I get to ask these questions. It's only fair. Definitely both. He's been on round the clock watch since they had to tell him about Sash but he's also being monitored because he's had serious internal injuries. If he deteriorates, it could be a sign of complications. They're just finding it extremely hard to gauge because he's not talking to anyone.The video was the last he said. I think he's in extreme pain not having his dad or his soul mate to talk to. I just want to hug him so much. But even through that, he's worried his fans are hurting hearing the news of the accident. I think the video is as simple as that. It's just caused a scramble in his team because of potential ramifications. Trey and Ash are dealing with it. In between fuck sessions, I'd say.
If I'm decided to have sex on a first date, babe, I'm not stopping at my hand. You'll be able to gauge him more than most. You're one of the few he trusts unconditionally. Where's Mark? Is he tied up helping Sam or something? Why can't Justin talk to him? That's what I thought when I watched it, though. He's trying to do what he always does for his fanbase, he just doesn't have the strength for it. Plus, he sounded angry, even if he somehow managed to restrain it. Because the driver was under the influence. Can't blame him. Wait, what? Who are they fucking?
You're killing me, Winnie. KILLING ME. This is highly confidential (it's okay to tell Jude if he's coming to SYD too), Mark's had a bad relapse with alcohol. Sam's helping him dry out and detox. That's a big part of why I think Smooshie's probably very angry but maybe doesn't even know he's angry. Each other.
Oh shit. Really? Is Mark okay? Maybe the last thing anyone needs is a couple of extra bodies getting in the way. I knew things were bad, I just didn't realise Mark was out of action like that. Trey and Ash hooked up? Legit? Damn, never thought Trey would finally take the plunge.
Not right now, he's not. That's all I know. I think Sam wants to keep it as private as possible, probably until Mark's well enough to make his own calls again. I think from what Paris said, Mark hit rock bottom in a bad way. I'm sure I'll hear more soon. There's plenty of room, Winnie. We're staying in a huge house with Paris and Mikey, Ari and Chance, and Trey and Ash. It's only a block away from the Campbells. The room next to ours is free. Come over. I miss you already. They definitely took the plunge more than once, like you and Jude.
Is Justin even functioning? No normal person would deal with all this, let alone a kid with severe mental illness. I don't think I'd want to fight if it was me. Okay, I'm not coming. There's no way I'll get any sleep nextdoor to you and Ky right now.
Smooshie doesn't really know anything but fight mode. I think he does it without even realising he is. Even when he's trying to end his life, it's because he's fighting demons, not because he's stopped fighting. I doubt he's functioning but I think he'll keep fighting for Sash. Oh shush, bitch. Like you two will be doing much sleeping anyway. You better get your thoroughly fucked ass on a plane because I need you to tell me everything of why you're being all Mr Vaguey McVaguepants about something.
My heart breaks for those two kids. Thank fuck they have so many people around them who love them and want to protect them. Okay, okay, okay. If there's room, we'll come. But only if you promise me it'll be okay overall. Everyone there, they have a lot going on and even though we'd want to help in any way we can, extra people isn't always a good thing for grief.
After chatting to Evan online yesterday, I'm terrified. Even if Sash pulls through, he might not be okay. He said the wait for them to wake up is the worst, not knowing how they will be if they do. Sash's mom has already been through it before too. Bitch, there's room. I'd sleep on a blow-up if it meant I could have you here right now. Mattress, that is. I don't need a blow-up doll when I married Johnny Castle. We're not directly in the Campbells' pockets if they need space, we're just here to help how we can. Gen said she hopes Smooshie seeing me will help but I don't know.
Ree, is Sash wakes up, Justin will be there for him no matter what his condition is. Just like he's been for Justin. It's not Sash waking up Justin's terrified about. I'd wager a bet that it's because he doesn't understand why he still feels like he can't keep living when it's all he wants Sash to do. No matter how much you try, that's not something you'll ever be able to empathise with. He knows no one can and he's probably feeling really alone. So, just remind him he's not, as many times as he needs to hear it.
Fuck, Winnie. How do you always know how to read people so well? I didn't think about any of it like that but I think you're right. That's exactly a place Smooshie's brain would probably go. My poor boy, everything inside hurts for him. I need you, Winnie. Please tell me you're definitely coming?
We're coming, Ree. I'll let you know our flight details when we book. Try not to stress too much, you have to remember to take care of you and the baby too.
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TELL. ME. EVERYTHING.
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