dreamlikenewyork | [ TEXT MESSAGE ] To Justin @ likefatherlikeson

You might be right on that. I think Luke would agree with you and your folks too. Better than not feeling it and working yourself near death. And there some dumb fucks think it's all teenage guys have on their brains. Gotta love stereotyping.

Are you open to dating? Oh, yeah. I did that recently too. Manic episodes aren't my friend. It's definitely not all Sash or I have on our minds. Sure, some people it is and if they like it, why the hell not? But for us, some days, it's the last thing we want to do together. Other things are just as nice. Then I don't have to worry so much at the times my meds are fucking with me.

See, I don't even really know that. Maybe. I want to make sure I've got my shit sorted first, though. Have you got anything planned for your rest time? You don't do sitting still well. I miss being that close to someone, but maybe you're right. Maybe it isn't even the sex. Sex is fun, though.

Just keep your options open. You never know. I never knew what was coming for me next, I could never have seen it coming. Sleep a lot, work on some music, time with my family and friends. Don't get me wrong, we have a really healthy sex life. It's just ours, so we make it what we want it to be. A lot of people think asexuality is just hating sex, end of story. They think it's just black and white.

I'm trying this whole stripping everything back and just keeping life basic. It's helped a lot. The squad's huge now, but they've helped me see a lot. You guys going to have an engagement party? So, it's only really a thing for him with you? If not you, he wouldn't want it or feel like it? I mean, that's pretty special.

My dad's a big champion for that sort of stuff. It's how he got his life back on track. Until I rocked up in it, I guess. But it's why he wants me resting too. They're great, huh? They mean everything to me. We don't think so. At least, not right away. Maybe when we officially announce it. Sort of. He needed a really deep emotional connection to have the urges. Even then, he wasn't entirely sure if he liked it, per se.

So's Luke. Must be the Aussie blood. I don't think I'm opposed to dating, just worried I'll fuck up and hurt someone else again. How did you even know Sasha wouldn't after what I did to you? How did you trust him? They really are. Bloody hilarious too. You're not going to announce it? How come? You were his first then.

You won't. And if you did it again after being more aware now, you'd be a cunt who doesn't deserve to date anyway, so it'd work itself out. I didn't know. None of that was in my head when I met him and we became friends. I thought he was cute, but that was it. That only way it changed was spending time with him. You going okay at school? Not, publicly yet. We just want privacy with it. Family and friends only. Yeah, I was. It wasn't for a few months, though.

I'll probably spend the next 5 years talking myself out of any potential dates. How did you learn to let him in, though? You were in such a bad way with everything when you met him. Give me some tips. Oh, yeah. School's great. I'm behind, but catching up pretty quickly. That makes sense. You don't need to share it with the crazy fans. I'm glad he gets you, mate. Especially all the parts you need him to.

Sounds like a lot of years to waste. Spent time with him, realised I wanted to keep spending time with him. It was really as simple as that. You can achieve a lot with time. Well, mate, you can't be as behind as I am, so don't beat yourself up. He doesn't just get me, he wants to hold me when I need it the most. That's really all it's about.

[ TEXT MESSAGE ] To Justin @ likefatherlikeson

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