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Liam Kristopher Morgan ([personal profile] wannabesurgeon) wrote in [community profile] dreamlikenewyork2016-06-21 12:21 am
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Trying to decide if I want to go away somewhere with some leave owning. New York is feeling overwhelming lately.
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[personal profile] wannabesurgeon 2016-06-23 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
Why didn't you call me up and tell me? Or write me a letter? I'm not mad or anything, I'm just trying to understand. I really thought you were moving on, away into more of a career-focused life.

I spoke to Nathan. He got married to Tyler, and they don't sex.
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[personal profile] learnhowtoplay 2016-06-23 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. I guess it felt like it was unfair. But then again, I think maybe the whole thing was unfair from start to finish. I felt like if I started to tell you what I was feeling, I'd never be able to stop.

Okay. How do you feel about that? Does it... Does it make you believe me a little more about what I said before?
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[personal profile] wannabesurgeon 2016-06-23 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
I'm still not sure where we're supposed to go from here. It still feels stagnant.

Believe you? What's that supposed to mean? You think this is all about me not believing what you said? It's never been that.
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[personal profile] learnhowtoplay 2016-06-24 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
It's not like we can start all over and pretend we don't have a past together. A year apart will leave a lot of things feeling stagnant, Liam... That doesn't mean that they won't be right again when they're properly worked on.

I guess believing me wasn't the problem so much as feeling like it was the right thing. Maybe that's the better question. Did talking to Nate change how you felt at all about us and the possibility of our future together?
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[personal profile] wannabesurgeon 2016-06-24 01:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, properly worked on.

If you're asking if my feelings have changed, then no. I asked him how Tyler dealt with sex now, and he said he didn't because they didn't have it. It doesn't change anything, Damien.
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[personal profile] learnhowtoplay 2016-07-06 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
I have faith in us, Liam. I just need to know that we can try.

That's what I meant, I guess. I just... Right now I just want to know where we can begin. I feel like there has to be a right place to start. I just don't know if I'm sure where it is.
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[personal profile] wannabesurgeon 2016-07-09 09:42 am (UTC)(link)
Trying's not going to be enough. We tried before. The time for trying is over. There needs to be more than trying, or I just don't want to waste the energy on it.

I don't know. All it feels like a whole pile of false starts.
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