There's no doubt you're made to do that. You listened to your calling. I felt I had a rewarding purpose over there. No, he's not. He's very shellshocked.
I'd probably be a terrible nurse. Too much of a hot-headed streak. Not the same rewarding purpose you feel here? I mean, you just saved your nephew's life, even if you won't take the credit for it. I want to give him a hug, but I know he's fragile at these times. How about you? How are you?
That's not a bad quality. From what Justin says, you're very caring yourself. He calls you his big sister. People over there have no hope, but keep living. People here have all the hope and stop living. Give him a few days. When he gets treatment, he'll be in a better frame of mind. Me? Not too good.
Is it good nursing practice to want to go out and head-hunt all the people who hurt my patients? That's... really fucking accurate. Did something set him off? I didn't think so. How could you be? Is this why you want to leave?
I know it's definitely good big sister practice. It's easy to exist. Living and being a good person, an entirely different thing. He's got and infection. It aggravated the bipolar. No, not directly. Just questioning my place here, that's all.
I kind of love being a big sister. I don't want to just exist. I want to live and love passionately. What about you? Shit, what sort of infection? Best Twin and Uncle in the World ever?
Never stop being that. Justin needs you. See, that's the right way to look at life. I want to live and love passionately too, just probably less vibrant than you're destined for. They don't know yet. They're erring on a UTI at the moment. I don't know about that, but I try my best.
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