"She just wanted so much to be able to help you. She's going to be feeling like she ruined your chances. She spoke so much about how you guys should be parents, and everyone should have a chance of trying it if it's what they really wanted. She wanted to be able to give you the thing you decided you both wanted when Beau was his most ill. Like sort of the celebratory award for getting through everything you did. It was so fucking important to her. And now it's just... gone." Angel was really upset. He hoped he wasn't rambling too much but he did want to now open the lines of communication with Beau and Austin about this whole thing, and take the onus of that off Rosie for now, because everything else was already too hard for her. "I-I feel like I've taken her for granted? Is that normal? Now everything is so precarious, I feel like we've run out of time. I haven't told her enough how much I love her, even if I do all the time. I want her to know that she and Daisy are my world. I thought I'd have her forever, and now I'm terrified I won't."
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"She just wanted so much to be able to help you. She's going to be feeling like she ruined your chances. She spoke so much about how you guys should be parents, and everyone should have a chance of trying it if it's what they really wanted. She wanted to be able to give you the thing you decided you both wanted when Beau was his most ill. Like sort of the celebratory award for getting through everything you did. It was so fucking important to her. And now it's just... gone." Angel was really upset. He hoped he wasn't rambling too much but he did want to now open the lines of communication with Beau and Austin about this whole thing, and take the onus of that off Rosie for now, because everything else was already too hard for her. "I-I feel like I've taken her for granted? Is that normal? Now everything is so precarious, I feel like we've run out of time. I haven't told her enough how much I love her, even if I do all the time. I want her to know that she and Daisy are my world. I thought I'd have her forever, and now I'm terrified I won't."