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Jude Paul Willis ([personal profile] starttomakeitbetter) wrote in [community profile] dreamlikenewyork 2015-03-20 12:58 pm (UTC)

Jude gave a light laugh at that, shaking his head. "I'm glad, because I'm pretty sure I never got the memo on a bisexual Disney prince with tattoos who got his princess. Which is cool with me, because my hair will never look like theirs anyway. But I want to love you the way you deserve to be loved, and fuck Disney, but I still want to make you feel like a princess. I've never done the relationship thing before, but I don't want to use that as an excuse not to do it right. I think that all makes sense, and it's ultimately what it's all about. Give and take. It used to be easy to give, because I had my life on an even keel, and giving, believe it or not, came pretty naturally to me. Lorenzo went through a lot, and I was able to care for him... And then I lost my footing. It's not an excuse... And I don't want it to be, either. I'm going to be here for you and let you be here for me. Your dad sounds like an amazing dude. I'd really like to meet him someday. I mean, I assume if we're dating, I will... But he sounds like someone I'd like to know."

"Billy always talked about him all the time after rehearsals and shows. He loves the kid to death, and it's been hard on him knowing Justin's not well, and he's not well to be able to help him. My brother has fucking ball cancer, and his first concern is still everyone else... Making sure Ajay's well and cared for as much as he can be... worrying about Justin and how he's coping with everything. Billy's an amazing dude. I'm really proud to have him as a brother. I'm going to take your advice though, and go have a chat with Justin. I don't want him to think I'm falling to pieces and somehow blame himself for it. I get a feeling he'd end up doing that. Among other things. It would probably be good for both of us." He was quiet as she continued to explain about Lewis, and it was hitting him that even after everything, Reecy knew his best friend's boyfriend better than he did, and that was something he needed to remedy, and pretty damn quickly if he could. "I like the guy. He's good to Renz and he obviously loves him to the moon and back, so that pretty much makes him a favorite for me right off. But he's a smart dude, too. He won't put up with people being basic if they need to be put in their place, but I like that... Because I know it means he's not letting basic bitches fuck with my best friend. I don't care what other people think, either. At this point, I just want to hold onto the people that I care about and treat them the way they deserve to be treated. End of story."

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