Well, Jesse and I have sort of gotten to this point where we want more time together and a break. Moreso on the break bit. So, we kind of want to go on a cruise somewhere hot when Jesse is better, and that means you and Christian have to come with us, because I said so.
Also, because I know you've been totally thinking about asking Christian to move in but have either talked yourself out of it or having found the balls to ask yet because that makes it all real, but I think we all need a bigger place. We want our own bathroom because Jesse got himself all worried that he was holding it all up when he was sick and convinced himself you probably needed a giant pee and was getting annoyed he was hogging it.
Well... Damn. You're a bossy little sonofabitch when you want to be. :P
How did you... How do you always know everything? Because honestly, I do. I want Christian to live with us, and half the time, he's over here anyway, so... I guess at this point, it's a technicality. But you tell Jesse I'd hold my pee forever if he needed the bathroom. I love him just like another little brother.
I totally am. Honestly, I was already looking at holidays when this happened, so we've been kind of bummed. Jesse has never been on a real vacation.
Because I know more about you than you do :P Jesse's just been worrying himself into a knotted pretzel that you guys have just had to put up with his shit because he's dating me, but we've been talking about it. But if we get a bigger place, we can both have a bathroom and you can still do your overprotective big brother worry thing, and Christian can do that thing where he looks after you without you realising it, and Jesse can have the space he needs to look after me and have a little independence that neither of us ever thought we could have.
Really? He definitely needs a vacation, then. I'll talk to Christian. I'm sure we can manage to get the time off. I think we all could use that.
You're right, as usual. :P Well, Jesse's wrong. I love having him here as part of our family, and if he tried to leave, I'd throw a bitchfit. But you're right. We could get a place with two en suites for that matter, and it would be really nice. We could do all of that, Jace. I mean, provided Christian actually does want to move in with us.
He needs one more than there are words to say how much. I want him to smile again. I love his smile, it's one of my favourite things.
I know, I do. I think he knows on some level, but then when he got sick, he felt like it was doubling your workload because you already had your hands full with me. I also kind of told Eddie he could stay with us... if he doesn't want to take Ethan up on his offer of his spare room. They were all having eyesex and I think it got awkward because I put my foot in everything and felt like an epic twonk. Why wouldn't Christian move in?
That awkward moment when your baby brother is the one teaching you how to open yourself up to falling in love and owning it. You and Jesse are amazing together.
You guys are never a bother to me. Don't even worry about that, okay? And I'll tell Jesse that, too. Oh, man... Eddie having eyesex right off the bat in his first few days in the City? Tell him I said, "Go get 'em, Tiger." I don't know. I mean, it's a huge commitment.
You've kind of been romantically retarded. It's okay, we can't all be awesome at it :P Jesse's like a spirit animal for me. I can't believe he exists and I get to keep him.
I just think that there's this thing where I'm always going to need extra help, and it's added extra with Jesse, but we can still make the most out of a tough situation. I think if Christian wasn't in it 100%, he wouldn't still be around. You realise you're encouraging my BFF to bang your apprentice, right...? Which reminds me, you should probably ask Christian about Ethan at some point...
Oh, shut it. :P You guys are amazing together though... It's been a huge thing for me to see, baby bro.
Well, you guys are both a huge and special part of my life, and Christian and I have talked about it before. We're both totally okay with helping you guys. I don't think I realized that part. Give me a minute to wrap my brain around that. LOL. Okay? What's up with Ethan?
He is pretty damn amazing. I know it wasn't easy for you, though. Letting someone else at least take one of the reigns.
We know it's a lot of work, and if we're sick, it's about a billion times more work and worry. You know, if I was in a wheelchair or something like that, the help would be clear-cut and routine, but it's unpredictable and the whole awesome one day and maybe not the next is hard. But we really appreciate how much you guys help us. We couldn't do this without you. No, no, nothing's up. There's a history there and Christian's probably just been sitting on it because Ethan wanted it kept private.
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Also, because I know you've been totally thinking about asking Christian to move in but have either talked yourself out of it or having found the balls to ask yet because that makes it all real, but I think we all need a bigger place. We want our own bathroom because Jesse got himself all worried that he was holding it all up when he was sick and convinced himself you probably needed a giant pee and was getting annoyed he was hogging it.
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How did you... How do you always know everything? Because honestly, I do. I want Christian to live with us, and half the time, he's over here anyway, so... I guess at this point, it's a technicality. But you tell Jesse I'd hold my pee forever if he needed the bathroom. I love him just like another little brother.
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Because I know more about you than you do :P Jesse's just been worrying himself into a knotted pretzel that you guys have just had to put up with his shit because he's dating me, but we've been talking about it. But if we get a bigger place, we can both have a bathroom and you can still do your overprotective big brother worry thing, and Christian can do that thing where he looks after you without you realising it, and Jesse can have the space he needs to look after me and have a little independence that neither of us ever thought we could have.
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You're right, as usual. :P Well, Jesse's wrong. I love having him here as part of our family, and if he tried to leave, I'd throw a bitchfit. But you're right. We could get a place with two en suites for that matter, and it would be really nice. We could do all of that, Jace. I mean, provided Christian actually does want to move in with us.
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I know, I do. I think he knows on some level, but then when he got sick, he felt like it was doubling your workload because you already had your hands full with me. I also kind of told Eddie he could stay with us... if he doesn't want to take Ethan up on his offer of his spare room. They were all having eyesex and I think it got awkward because I put my foot in everything and felt like an epic twonk. Why wouldn't Christian move in?
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You guys are never a bother to me. Don't even worry about that, okay? And I'll tell Jesse that, too. Oh, man... Eddie having eyesex right off the bat in his first few days in the City? Tell him I said, "Go get 'em, Tiger." I don't know. I mean, it's a huge commitment.
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I just think that there's this thing where I'm always going to need extra help, and it's added extra with Jesse, but we can still make the most out of a tough situation. I think if Christian wasn't in it 100%, he wouldn't still be around. You realise you're encouraging my BFF to bang your apprentice, right...? Which reminds me, you should probably ask Christian about Ethan at some point...
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Well, you guys are both a huge and special part of my life, and Christian and I have talked about it before. We're both totally okay with helping you guys. I don't think I realized that part. Give me a minute to wrap my brain around that. LOL. Okay? What's up with Ethan?
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We know it's a lot of work, and if we're sick, it's about a billion times more work and worry. You know, if I was in a wheelchair or something like that, the help would be clear-cut and routine, but it's unpredictable and the whole awesome one day and maybe not the next is hard. But we really appreciate how much you guys help us. We couldn't do this without you. No, no, nothing's up. There's a history there and Christian's probably just been sitting on it because Ethan wanted it kept private.