"At least we got good friends giving me great times."

[likefatherlikeson]

Who: Justin Campbell and Amarlie-Rose Satori with anyone else who wants to jump in
What: Overdue Squad Chillout
Where: Casa de Campbell, Upper East Side
When: Weekend Sleepover

It had been way too long since their squad had a decent hangout. There had been the holidays and a bunch of family shit going on - not to mention Justin discovering he had a long-lost biological birth mother out there who loved him - that time just got away and they hadn't had a chance to get together as a group. Those of them that lived at Casa de Campbell decided this weekend was it, and PJs and hot chocolate were a much, considering they were expecting snow. It was the shitty weather that had them deciding a sleepover would be fun. There was plenty of room and it would give them the chance to hang out and have fun, especially with Justin's tour due to kick off in a few weeks where he and a lot of his friends who worked with him would be on the road soon.

Dressed in his fluffy rainbow onesie PJs, Justin grabbed a Krispy Kreme donut and a can of Diet Dr Pepper and leapt over the back of the couch, dropping in the spot right up next to his sister, Amarlie, giving her a mischievous grin. "So - how about them vajayjays?" he asked pointedly, licking some donut glaze off his pinkie finger.

Comments

[genderfailure]

"I feel like I should throw the mic over to B for this one but... not necessarily, if you're pan. That's an option on the table, right? We know pan is regardless of gender. It's about sexual attraction to the person beyond the gender, whatever gender they are. Whereas for me, being omni, I'm attracted to all genders. So, gender comes into it a lot. But I know it doesn't for B. Maybe the reason you haven't felt it more now is because no one who is female has attracted you until Layla. Sexuality doesn't have to be an exestential crisis. Sometimes, people just know when it happens and it makes sense from the start. You could be confused because there's actually nothing to be confused about." Zen looked at Blaize with a laugh. "Babe, you have a three-way pretty much every night. Mars doesn't need to share her girl with us."

[shadowdays]

"And look at Sash. He didn't even know he was anything beyond straight until he met Justin and had those feelings. Granted, he's ace, but not everyone just knows. Sometimes people don't know until they meet the right person. Could be why all your relationships with guys sucked so much. The good part here is we all already know Layla's an amazing person with a massive heart. Look what she did for Will when he was sick with cancer. She wouldn't be one of your brother's closest pals if she wasn't special. Plus? None of us rang in the New Year getting laid, so that's, like, bonus points right there. Not even us and there's three of us." Asher held his hands up. "But the most important part is, how much have you been thinking about having sex with her again since it happened or has it just been all worrying about whether you're a lesbian or not? And have you been thinking about other couply stuff with her too?"

[anykindoflove]

Blaize started playing with Amarlie's hair, knowing that navigating one's sexuality or sexual identity was a slippery sucker for a lot of people. "You might just be sexuality fluid, sweetheart. You might not want labels. You might be cool with feeling what you are however you need to when you're dating. Don't put pressure on yourself to just figure it all out or that you need to have some massive coming out with us. It doesn't matter to us how you identify, we'll love you no matter what. I think you should just let yourself see what happens with her. You two at least have to try a date or two. Do something special, enjoy it. You fucking deserve it. So, straight's been your default, like getting something in factory settings. You don't have to keep them. What are you feeling right deep down inside, where that warm cuddly niggle of our conscience sparks?"

[innocenteyes]

Amarlie felt like Batman with three Robins at her disposal. Her boys had always been her confidantes. This time, she leant on Justin first because he knew Layla and he wheedled it out of her first. But she always intended telling her ChAmarlie's Angels because she knew they would offer her multiple facets of wisdom to think about. Nothing made her happier than the three of them realising they had polyamorous love for each other. They were adorable together and made so much sense. They all made this sexual identity thing look easy. So did Justin and Sasha. So did Layal, for that matter. That's where Amarlie was getting caught up. She thought it would feel easier. Then again, it didn't feel hard, just bewildering. "Fluid..." she murmured, nibbling the corner of her lip. "Yeah, maybe that's it. Maybe that's what I've been feeling. That's how it feels. Like it's... changed over time or something. I can't stop thinking about her. I haven't felt anything for guys recently but I did before. I just don't feel like I've switched sides. Am I even making sense? I'm so nervous, fuck. Deep down inside I feel like I want to hold her and kiss her and... I don't know, slow dance with her and go for ice cream and all that stuff. It's not just about sex, even if I'm really curious about girl-on-girl sex now."

[genderfailure]

"You can't stop looking at her, girl," Zenith noticed with a smile, kissing her cheek. "I'm proud of you for not being scared of this. You're not scared, you're just worrying about not being lesbian enough for her. It's new, love. All new things are nerve-wracking when you're trying to figure it all out. We can all see as plain as day that you're into her and open to this. You don't have to figure every little facet of your sexuality just because you're into someone the same gender as you. Let her help you figure it. That's part of the fun of it. It's what us three got to do when we figured out what might be happening and that it wasn't just a threesome. Sash had to do it when he met Justin. Plus, if you think you might be fluid, you won't really know until you test drive it more anyway. You could always invite her to stay with you tonight. Everyone's staying over anyway but you've got a comfy king bed at your disposal. Go over right now and ask her to slow dance with you. There's a jukebox here. You can pick any song you want."