"I don't know. I guess I just thought it'd get better when he got home. Plus, I've been so busy coming into the partnership and spending time with Mark to adjust. He wanted to make sure I transitioned smoothly and I've been shadowing him a lot when he's been here. It's not that I didn't want to talk to you about it, Ky. Hell, if I realised before I slept with Ari, I would have. It was only doing that when I woke up to myself to what was happening. Or not happening. And I really don't want to use it as an excuse but Ari and I were sitting down with Justin's files and... there's things I've had to know and learn about him and his past that not even some of the people closest to him know. Because it's sickening and harrowing. He's had more suicide attempts than anyone realises. The way he was bullied back in Chicago. All that shit that went down with the cunt who had the role in the first intake of Footloose cast. It was heavy and I was stressed. Ari was stressed. Sex is sex. Fuck." Trey hadn't felt like he needed alcohol this much in a long time. Fuck being allergic to alcohol. Fuck it in the ass. "But I know I'm going to do a good job with Justin. I feel like it's something that'll really give meaning to my job and I'll learn a lot. I know cheating is horrible and I feel horrible but I can't shake this feeling inside for Ari. I don't even really know what it is."