You won't. And if you did it again after being more aware now, you'd be a cunt who doesn't deserve to date anyway, so it'd work itself out. I didn't know. None of that was in my head when I met him and we became friends. I thought he was cute, but that was it. That only way it changed was spending time with him. You going okay at school? Not, publicly yet. We just want privacy with it. Family and friends only. Yeah, I was. It wasn't for a few months, though.