[ TEXT MESSAGE ] To Blaize @ anykindoflove

[musthavebeenlove]

I think I owe you an apology. For being a snob at my brother's bar the other night.

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[anykindoflove]

Sure, I wondered about that. Wasn't sure if you were avoiding me.

[musthavebeenlove]

No. It was more thinking I didn't have a right to go over and say hi. I have issues. Sorry. I'm working on them. I've been reminded how epic the grapevine is around us, though.

[anykindoflove]

I can't remember being anointed as royalty, but okay. Why didn't you think you could come over?

[musthavebeenlove]

Okay, firstly, I thought you were dating Max and I didn't want to interrupt. Second, I felt like I wasn't good enough to chat to you. Don't worry, a little birdie has kicked my arse for being so basic.

[anykindoflove]

I was briefly. We decided to just stay friends. We're still close. Sounds like a smart little birdie. You'll never get far if you fear chatting with people, love. Chatting is what makes the world a better place. The start of every successful union.

[musthavebeenlove]

It was Justin. He's been in Paris and he still hears the grapevine roaring. I'm pretty sure you're leaps and bounds more mature than me.

[anykindoflove]

Not surprising. Zen and Ash were at the bar too, they would've relayed to Amarlie by default. We're always all interconnected. It's nice. Like a wide, extended squad that has no territorial boundaries. Will, buddy, collapse that imaginary pedestal you have under me. We might be different types of people, but I'm no better than you are.

[musthavebeenlove]

He's always been, like, the hub of everything. Because he's so easy to love and connected to so many people. I'm still not sure I belong with all you guys, but I know you're a great group. No one has been negative about me appearing again. Not even Sasha, who has all the reasons in the world too. Sorry, sorry. Do you think maybe we could hang out and get coffee sometime?

[anykindoflove]

He objectifies his status like a boss. To do better in this world, you have to. Fuck knows, the world needs all the help it can get right now. To belong somewhere, you have to make yourself fit. If you want to, that is. Friendship is a two-way street. Sash has a peaceful soul. One of those that exists to balance out the chaos of life. Yeah, that'd be great. When were you thinking?

[musthavebeenlove]

He always has. It's the most beautiful thing about him. It helps him not feel so alone. Got any tips on where I should start? That's exactly what Justin needed when they met. More than anything. I have a 100% clear schedule other than school, so when are you free?