[ TEXT MESSAGE ] To Sasha @ beautifulday

[ifeelthelove]

Are you guys okay?! OMG, I'm so worried!

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[beautifulday]

We're doing okay. Sorry, we've been pretty wrecked and sleeping a lot. I completely missed your Facebook message.

[ifeelthelove]

What happened? Did your FB post mean you had to give blood for Justin? How's your head? Are you guys together?

[beautifulday]

The whole party thing just caused a big emotional explosion for both of us. He hurt himself again on the train to come see me in Boston, and yeah, he needed blood. We have the same blood group. He's out of hospital and we're at his place. My head's sore as hell. I kind of feel like I've been hit by a bus.

[ifeelthelove]

Oh, god. Hurt himself bad then? I'm so sorry about what happened. Neither of you deserved that. I know how much he adores you, I've seen how he looks at you. Justin has many people come and go in his life, but that look is rare. You need to get plenty of rest, and take care of each other.

[beautifulday]

Cut his wrist. I don't know what with. I don't want to interrogate him, that's up to his therapists. He did it, and I'm here for him. I got scared after being hit. Like, maybe I didn't really belong. He set me right, and he's the only one that matters. I mean, you're all beautiful people, and you're so friendly, but he's my boyfriend, I'm here because of him, you know? We are. He's sleeping loads. His dad just wakes him for his medication and something to drink.

[ifeelthelove]

You don't have to explain, Sash. I get it. He doesn't just need you, he wants you. He chose you. That's all that matters, and that's why you do belong.

[beautifulday]

Well, it's taken me a few days to not feel like I really am ruining everything.