Yeah. He fucking deserves it. I've been a cunt. He wanted me to fuck him, and I didn't. He got the shits because I've changed so much and he just wants our life back. All valid on me being a cunt. I just didn't realise I was doing it.
You know, Ange, I'd honestly be cool with it. I know. Fucking shock horror. But if we're doing the fucking married thing, why not do it how he wants it. I'm cool either way. We had a fight, he told me he wanted to get divorced because what was happening was a farce. He left for awhile, but then when he came back, he fucked me on the balcony.
I'm not all that shocked, love. Your marriage is far from conventional, but for him, the way it happened is probably just a reminder of a painful time. Do you think you're going to get your shit together now and actually have a sex life with him again, or are you still going to be gun-shy?
That's it right there. I think it's something valid to think about. First, though, yeah, there's gonna be fucking sex. Easygoing and rationed sex because he was in pain after it, but we're gonna get there. I've booked this place out for a few more days. I think we need it. Away from the fucking rat race until we figure some shit out.
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