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[americanskin]

You okay, babe?

[privateinvestigations]

Just trying to get used to the change. I'm alright.

[americanskin]

Been better, though? How's Linc, or is he still trying to push you away?

[privateinvestigations]

Definitely. He's talking to me. I think we hit a crossroads the other night. We talked a lot.

[americanskin]

I know that would've been a big thing for you. I'd be angry too in his position. He's had so much taken from him.

[privateinvestigations]

Fuck, I know. He can't help how he feels, I get that. I get it so fucking much. It's hard seeing him like that. His pain levels are bad, he's miserable. But I think I'm figuring this commitment shit out.

[americanskin]

I'm proud of you, honey. But I know it's not easy, and I know you're struggling. Has it dawned on you yet that commitment is subjective and you can only figure out you and Linc in a way that isn't comparing it to everyone else's relationships?

[privateinvestigations]

You couldn't have given a fucking bastard a head's up about that bit? I feel like I've been falling fucking flat on my face repeatedly with the whole thing.

[americanskin]

That's a bit you needed to learn on your own. You haven't been failing. You've been learning.

[privateinvestigations]

And this is why I always fucking hated school.

[americanskin]

Nothing to do with school, Clitty. Life lessons are way harder than school. You've just never had to learn any in a way that's not kicking someone's ass or learning how to handle a weapon.