[ TEXT MESSAGE ] To Jeff @ lastfirstkiss

[thankfuckforlife]

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[thankfuckforlife]

Sure. A dick. I fell for a dick. I was stupid enough to have feelings for a dick. It's all my fault for not knowing better.

[lastfirstkiss]

I don't think that, Richie. He was sweet to you in the early days. I remember you telling me about him. I'm just saying Adrian is doing all the things in the early days that he didn't want to do even later on into things.

[thankfuckforlife]

Yeah, and I'm in the early days with Adrian too.

[lastfirstkiss]

Right, but he's already meeting your mom and being there for you in the really hard stuff. I mean, I don't want to say there's no way it could go wrong, because I know that there's always that possibility, but it sounds like he's a really good guy.

[thankfuckforlife]

I don't think he could help a blood phobia. Pretty sure, though, that's why he cheated. He was disgusted. He is a really good guy. I don't think general cunts pay $1 mil to charity for no reason at all.

[lastfirstkiss]

You can't help a blood phobia, true, but that's not a fair reason to cheat. He doesn't seem like a cunt. How are you feeling about everything?

[thankfuckforlife]

About everything? Well, I'm kind of butthurt I haven't won the lottery and as much as I love Adele's song, I am a bit put out that she didn't start singing Lionel Richie's version of 'Hello' after she sings the first line of her song because that's where my brain went.

[lastfirstkiss]

I mean about how things have gone so far with Adrian. Although, I'm with you on the Adele song.

[thankfuckforlife]

Things have gone great with Adrian. He's an amazing person.

[lastfirstkiss]

What really attracted you to him in the first place? I mean, beyond obviously being really attractive, more on the mental and emotional level?

[thankfuckforlife]

He's selfless and attentive. I never feel like he doesn't care or he's not listening to me. He's gone out of his way to learn about my condition, and spent a lot of time talking to Mom about it. He loves Mom and she loves him. He does these sweet things just because he's thinking about me. And he has a great body and a big dick.

[lastfirstkiss]

He sounds kind of awesome, dude. I'm really happy for you. What do you guys like to do together? I mean, clearly besides have sex.

[thankfuckforlife]

We watch movies, we talk, he likes to cook, we go out for dinner or go for a walk together. We go to Central Park a lot too if we have a day off together.

[lastfirstkiss]

He cooks for you? That's awesome, dude. He sounds like a serious keeper.

Do you love him?

[thankfuckforlife]

Things aren't easy. We're both really busy, but he bends over backwards to spend time with me, and I want to do the same for him. Even if it's him picking me up at 7am after my shift so we can go home to bed together. Sleepy sex is nice.

I think I do, yeah.

[lastfirstkiss]

That's sweet, dude. That's... what I should be doing, or I'm going to lose Nick.

Yeah? Dude, that's awesome. And makes me really happy for you.

[thankfuckforlife]

You stupid shit. Get your crap together or you'll die alone and miserable... and will deserve it.

[lastfirstkiss]

I know. I've kind of fucked up a lot. I'm trying to fix it before it's too late.

[thankfuckforlife]

Or leave him alone if he's not worth figuring out how he ticks.

[lastfirstkiss]

He's worth it. A million and one times.