Be prepared to fight for him. If you're not, you don't deserve him.

I would really love that. But I can't expect anyone to deny themselves things just because I'm sick. That's sweet, but I'm getting better coping with it. I know everyone hopes that in the times I'm better, I will stay like that and somehow there's been some miracle fix. It doesn't work like that. This is me. I come with ups and downs, and I know it can be a complete buzzkill sometimes. But look at it this way. This time last year, I wouldn't have ordered virgins to start with. I was just diagnosed when I auditioned, so yeah, I was somewhat sick. I had a lot of people tell me I shouldn't do any of this because it was faggy and only poofs sing and dance.