It was a lot of information and Alec's head still wasn't firing on many cylinders. He tried to follow what Kade was saying but he didn't think he was making any specific points yet. More like, he was just beginning to open up these lines of communication they both failed to keep opened before. "I, uh... yeah, order it but don't hold me to it." He shielded his eyes from the light, wanting to go over in his head again what Kade said. "Justin and Will-- how? I don't get it. What opportunity? Are you saying you want to quit lifesaving? That you'd consider moving to the States? Or am I just too hungover to really be following what you're saying? I mean, it's great you picked up your Masters again and found that path when I know you weren't always sure but... fuck, I'm just not following. Can you just tell me outright what you're saying? Do you just want to make peace and telling me you're moving into physio here or are you trying to tell me... there's hope for us? Or have I fucked that up royally for good? If so, then I'm not sure why you're even here."