Winston snorted in amusement but his face was still half-buried into the pillow. "Don't say I didn't warn you. Like, I do apologise if you were in the line of fire but it's hard to function when it feels like my brain has been split in two with a rusty axe. It's been awhile since I've been on a long-haul flight. Forgot how jetlag can hit me. Still not feeling quite 100% so I'd really appreciate any help. It's hard to know what'll happen when I try to get upright again. This's nice, though." Jude's snuggling was warm and cozy, he really wasn't ready to move out of the embrace so he closed his eyes and let himself indulge in it for a little longer. He would push it as far as his bladder would allow. "It's okay if you're rusty and insecure. We'll figure it out together. It's new territory for both of us. So far, you've done brilliantly. Ree has got a lot of words of wisdom about love to impart now but she doesn't profess to be an expert. It took her by surprise too. What are you feeling most insecure about? We can talk about it. I'll just be a bit slow going. Having second thoughts about this? Going too fast? Not ready to get back in the saddle? You can tell me."