Kyan put his mug down and held up his hands. "It's no secret I have absolutely no clue about any of this stuff. Even when I was engaged to Autumn, we didn't really discuss kids save for the fact we'd probably think about it one day. Then with Ree, we thought we'd go the adoption route. She was honest and up front with me when we realised we had mutual feelings for each other that after the trauma of her previous pregnancies and the medical complications, she didn't want to get pregnant again. So, I'm feeling kinda guilty that I've accidentally gotten her pregnant. But it's okay. We've got a lot to hash out and talk about. I don't want to be that clueless bastard, you know? I want to support her fully and know everything, every step of the way. It's just..." He puffed out his cheeks and exhaled deeply. "A lot. It's a lot. I think that's why my stomach's hurting, I'm nervous and terrified all at the same time. Excited but what if something happens? What if she has complications again? I don't want her hurt. She's my world. I just want to make sure everything's as safe as it can be and-- oh, god, I'm going throw up too." He jumped up and bolted for the bathroom.
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