Kyan sat on the floor beside the sofa, leaning back against it, and once they released the hug, he took his twin's hand to hold. "It doesn't feel real. Like, seriously, my mind is blown. When she told me she thought she might be pregnant, the only thing stopping me completely panicking was I knew if I did, I'd freak Ree out and that's the last thing she needs. I've never been pregnant but she has and it was horrible for her both times. She had an abortion the first time that had complications. Then she got pregnant with Jude and they were having twins. She lost them both and the miscarriage was bad. She never wanted to be pregnant again. Birth control epically failed us. Now she is and..." He trailed off, scrunching his nose up a little and shoving his other hand under his t-shirt to rub his stomach. "Shit, dude, I think I'm tapping into your upset gut. I really with Mom was here to just jump up and down with excitement and give me a hug. I'd give anything to just have a few more moments with her. You're right, though. She talked about this stuff at the end and told me that she'll still be with us. It's just... to think about it, our baby's not going to have a grandma. But they'll get two pretty damn amazing granddads in Walker and Sawyer."