Paxton just laughed, shaking his head. "Guys, you don't have to walk on eggshells around me. Around this. It bloody sucks. It's been awful. I hate that it did all this to me but honestly, I'm just fucking glad to be alive. Everything else will take time and some days I'm a miserable bastard. I'm glad to be out of hospital and still can't quite understand how Jaxson wants to deal with this, but I'm not taking it for granted. Seeing as we're all here and pretty much stuck here together indefinitely, I'm just going to put this out there... my dick's not coming to the party and even if it was, I still get too dizzy and nauseous moving around too much. That's where I stand, or... er, sit. Seeing as my legs don't want to work either. I actually really appreciate being here with someone else going through similar incapacities. Life just has a way of getting you by the balls sometimes, huh?" He put his hand over Jaxson's on his chest and gave him a smirk. "You really do make rather good tea, darling."