That's exactly what he said. He said even if he loves acting and performing arts, he's not a fan of the spotlight. Look, if you think he'd be cool keeping my dirty little secret, I don't care if you tell him. It's not my intention to make your life more awkward. Besides, he'll know when we go public anyway. Nothing pretty about cancer, I'm learning. Yeah, I feel shit with him I've never felt before. It's surreal.