I want to do it now. I was doing everything right for so long. I slipped up at the wrong time. I know how to do things the right way, which maybe just makes it worse. I can't make excused because there aren't any. I want to fix what I did, but I can't if Justin's got a new boyfriend. I can be his friend, but I don't know if I can right away, because I fucking miss him so much that I can't sleep at night, and I feel like a wanker all the time for letting him go.