[ TEXT MESSAGE ] To Cas @ ifeelthelove

[holdmecloser]

Brody kissed Jett. I hate guys. I'm going lesbian.

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[ifeelthelove]

Wait, what? When?! Oh my god.

[holdmecloser]

At the party. I saw them.

[ifeelthelove]

How come you didn't tell me then?

[holdmecloser]

You were having fun with Owen. It's my fault. I wanted him to prove to me he wasn't just in it for sex. I just, um... didn't relay that to him specifically.

[ifeelthelove]

You should've told me! We could've talked. Are you sure? Because Jett went home sick not long after you left. So, what did you relay to him? Because some boys aren't always good at reading between the lines, no matter how much we hope they are.

[holdmecloser]

I know, but I didn't want to stick around. Jett was sick? He didn't look sick to me. I didn't. I just hoped he would be okay waiting awhile. I got scared. I hear about all the other couples in our group having sex, and I thought it's what he would just want. I'm a fucking gaymaker. This is the second guy who said he liked me and then went to snog another bloke. What's wrong with me, Cas?

[ifeelthelove]

Jett was really sick. He was throwing up and his dad come to take him home. I know why you would feel that, honey, but you need to communicate that, not just hope a guy reads your mind. There's nothing wrong with you! He maybe just thought you weren't interested.

[holdmecloser]

Bloody hell. I didn't even realise. I'm a twat. I'm just shitted off. I didn't know Brody was into blokes. Then again, I didn't know with Garrett either. Why does no one want me?