His mom was bipolar. She jumped out of a high rise window and killed herself. He understands the pain. Zoran? Well, I'm a pretty messed up person. I used to have problems with drugs and drinking because I was fucked up. I sort of got lured to a rave party where Zoran and his band were playing. Had my drink spiked and stuff and it kind of triggered a psychotic thing. Zoran intercepted and got me away from it, then had the cops called so I wasn't pinned for possession or dealing. If he hadn't been there, I probably would've jumped off a balcony or walked in front of a bus or something. I'm kind of a pain in the ass to be around when I'm sick.