Fundraising is part of it. The other part is sort of campaigning and promoting. I talk about my experiences... censored, of course... and go to events and stuff. Sometimes I just need to stand there and it's apparently helping. There's always something to do with a charity. It can just be confronting for some people. It was confronting for me when I first started, I was terrified. I didn't know how I could help anyone else when I was still so fucked up myself. Even now, I still have fucked up days. People tell me I look different, but obviously I can't really see myself.